Sunday, May 28, 2006
well,i know He never gives more than we can handle,and its probably just a stage in life where everything seems to come tumbling down on you,but i really need a good break now. either that,or i need Him to really just pick me up and help me walk with Him.
things havent been going too well - at home,in and out of school?yeah.
and i mean for once, i'm not like angsty,i'm just like UGH and WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? kinda thing. and its really been so frustrating,having to take all this on my own,i mean its not like i want someone to go through what i am,its just that no one can get the complete picture and fully comprehend it. i dont know,i'm just feeling so lost and so blank now. its like i lost all senses and all ability to feel. okay maybe not,but i mean something like emotionally detached?from myself kinda thing. ah okay i know its probably the wrong expression,sorry.
ayeee, i really need Your help. please Lord, help me. i know i havent been the best keeper of faith, but it seems like You're my only solution now, and i need to know its only through You that i can feel peace that i can be strong for my family and to takecare of them. please Lord, speak to me and walk alongside to me, show me that you really are my God, my Father. let me feel You and let me know that You are with me.
8:43 am
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